tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50629602724570956772011-08-16T19:25:25.409-07:003!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5062960272457095677.post-55469540000989283912007-09-17T00:05:00.000-07:002007-09-17T00:34:51.417-07:00A phrase keeps me thinking of what i am now..<br /> <blockquote><span style="font-weight:italic;">"Am i a wise man or a fool?"</span></blockquote><br />Maybe this phrase explain who i am now. <br /><br />"A fool, searching for love but didnt realise that the girl has a heart with someone else... but still, the fool keeps trying and eventually fail. Wat a loser...i could be."<br /><br />I HATE BEING A LOSEERR!!!<br /><br />I need someone special by myside to regain back my confidents.. I dont want to fall to the dark pit where i will be alone in the dark.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5062960272457095677-5546954000098928391?l=heyamacam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>3!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5062960272457095677.post-66431272579201302492007-09-10T21:14:00.000-07:002007-09-10T21:20:48.001-07:00What if I wanted to break<br />Laugh it all off in your face<br />What would you do?<br />What if I fell to the floor<br />Couldn't take all this anymore<br />What would you do, do, do?<br /><br />Kill<br />Break me down<br />Bury me, bury me<br />I am finished with you<br /><br />What if I wanted to fight<br />Beg for the rest of my life<br />What would you do?<br />You say you wanted more<br />What are you waiting for<br />I'm not running from you<br /><br />Kill<br />Break me down<br />Bury me, bury me<br />I am finished with you<br />Look in my eyes<br />You're killing me, killing me<br />All I wanted was you<br /><br />I tried to be someone else<br />But nothing seemed to change<br />I know now, this is who I really am inside<br />Falling from myself<br />Falling for a chance<br />I know now, this is who I really am<br /><br />Kill<br />Break me down<br />Bury me, bury me<br />I am finished with you, you, you<br />Look in my eyes<br />You're killing me, killing me<br />All I wanted was you<br />Come, break me down<br />Break me down<br />Break me down<br /><br />What if I wanted to break...?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5062960272457095677-6643127257920130249?l=heyamacam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>3!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5062960272457095677.post-50187826094963467422007-08-30T05:55:00.000-07:002007-08-30T06:15:15.496-07:00Yo wats up. First of all, Wanna wish my mum happy birthday. Well i should have updated yesterday, but i was tired.. Happy Birthday mum. <br /><br />Today, Job really suck.. didnt do anything. Just a complete waste of my time. My werk college, Razid, was on mc. So i was all alone the whole day. I was really lonely, no one to talk to, no one to sit down with, completely no one.. Even during lunch break, i was all alone at the canteen/food court. all i did was listening to my mp3. I was completely depressed at werk. When listening to my mp3, i was crying, laughing and angry. I was totally insane. Even now, my body is burning... really felt like im sick or having a fever. So if i have hurt ur feelings today, i really apologise. I just lost my mind. Thanks...<br /><br />Dont go thru the life im going thru, cause its really painful and confusing..<br />Take care, gd nite...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5062960272457095677-5018782609496346742?l=heyamacam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>3!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5062960272457095677.post-26105767657767217132007-08-23T08:16:00.000-07:002007-08-23T08:51:48.821-07:00Hey there... a fresh new start for me rite now. After all the pain, suffering and confusion that ive gone thru so far, was kept in my world of darkness. I could not forget everything that was in the past, but i could put it aside and try nt to think back too much. The only way to prevent me from thinking bout the past is that i mustn't to love or sad song. I must listen to rock music. Well, usually it took me a year to recover from these pain. But 1 song awaken me from being wat i am. "The Kill-30 seconds to mars", these song helped me to recover my true self...<br /><br />Yesterday, 22/8/07, discovered that i could MSN on my PSP. I was really happy that it actually work. Then after werk, went to Jurong Point to meet Asmah Laili cause she needs me to edit the Youth Voice presentation as she registered the team for some competiton.. Ive found out that The team name was not YouthVouice, instead, it was actually called " R I C H™ ". Believe it or not, it was registered before the hong kong seminar. <br />Today, during lunch break, i went to dover to pass asmah laili's thumbdrive back cause the nite before, ive already make the changes. After that, went to eat at the canteen with husaini. Mcm dah lame gituk tk makan kat skola, hehehe. After lunch, went back to werk. reach werk at 2pm.. this is the 1st time i was late frm lunch. luckily no one in the company cares if im late. Then, around 4.30pm or so, i suddenly felt really sleepy. After werk, went back home. Ive just upgraded my psp to 3.52 m33-4 n change the theme of my psp. It really looks cool, and im proud of it. <br />Whoever wants to upgrade ur psp, call me. i can help u. Cause helping others is my top priority.<br />Tmr, im on leave cause nd to go for the youthvoice competition. So, till here then. Take care and good nite. <br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5062960272457095677-2610576765776721713?l=heyamacam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>3!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5062960272457095677.post-6967979156501953372007-01-05T09:22:00.001-08:002007-01-05T09:27:23.916-08:00Ive just Watched Night At The Museum, its really cool. I recommend U all to watch it as it is really hilarious and enjoying. Great news, In Feb, more exciting movies will be realeased such as Spiderman 3, Ghost Rider, TMNT(Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle) and lots more. I'll update asap. Good Luck.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5062960272457095677-696797915650195337?l=heyamacam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>3!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5062960272457095677.post-24491616099144201222007-01-03T08:34:00.000-08:002007-01-03T08:36:16.915-08:00welcome. im trying to make this blog an entertainment purposes blog. im trying new things and do visit my other blog at www.biogeneration.blogspot.com<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5062960272457095677-2449161609914420122?l=heyamacam.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>3!0Xtremenoreply@blogger.com0